Hi everyone!

The strange times look that they don't want to leave me...The second year on my degree has just started and for the time being all are going on a great way...but my fight has not finished and I feel that it don't progress (this is the worst part)... I know that it sounds crazy...
I need peace, peace with myself but I don't get it...
weak, tired, dizzy, sometimes surprisingly euphoric, sometimes extremely sad...but always with my smiling mask, I hope to leave this shit soon...
looking for the causes,my big question: "why?" needs answers.
the rest of the aspects are right, people who I love are near me and it is the most important thing.^^

comments aren't necessary I just want to write a bit part of my feelings
Take care, please